Where am i?

"I have a question to ask you," he whispered against the side of my ear.
"Okay," i whispered back.
"How do you feel about us? so far?"
I kissed him. "like that."
He smiled. "that's how i feel, too."
Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas by James Patterson

"Isn't it lucky?" i whispered to Matt. "Isn't this the best thing that could ever happen to anyone?"
"It is, Suzanne. It's so simple, but it's so right."
Finally, Daddy and I went to bed, and experienced the second best thing. Matt eventually fell asleep in my arms-- guys do that if they really like you; and i got up to write this little note to you.
Love you, sweetie. See you in the morning. I can't wait.
Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas by James Patterson

"Wake up, beautiful. I love you even more today than i did yesterday."
Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas by James Patterson

"want to slow dance?" matt asked me.
"Dance? no 1 is dancing. I dont think this is a dancing-type place."
"This is my favorite song, & id luv 2 dance w/ u. will u dance w/ me?"
I did something i do infrequently. I blushed.
"come on," matt whispered. "no 1 will tell the other drs at the hospital."
"alright. 1 dance."
"done well, 1 dance will always lead 2 another," he said.
we began 2 slow dance in our lil corner of the bar. eyes started 2 turn our way. wat was i doing? wat had happened 2 me? watever it was, it felt so good 2 b doing it.
"is this ok?" matt checked.
"u kno, actually, it's great. what is this song, neways? u said it was ur favorite."
"o, i have no idea, suzanne. i just wanted an excuse 2 hold u close" Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas by James Patterson

"we" is always so much better than "i"...Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas by James Patterson

...And something has to be right about us being together, because if it wasnt, i dont think i would feel the way i do when you kiss me.

A best friend is not someone you tell your life to, it's someone who lived through it with you.

I hate knowing we've changed. I miss you so much. It tears me up knowing you don't look at me as the best friend i used to be to you. No matter what, you'll always be mine.

I know this might sound silly, or worse, but i liked just being in the car with him. I looked at him and thought, Hey, I'm with this guy and he's very nice. We're out looking for an adventure. I hadn't felt like that in a long time. I missed it.
Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas by James Patterson

I wish i could just say everything that's on my mind, i think i'm just afraid of what you'll say after you hear it..

I'm afraid because you're the single most important being to ever grace my existence, and I am falling helplessly in love with you. - Dawson's Creek

in pitch dark i go
walking in your landscape
broken branches
trip me as i speak
just because you feel it
doesn't mean it's there
just because you feel it
doesn't mean it's there there's always a siren
singing you to shipwreck
(don't reach out, don't reach out)
steer away from these rocks
we'd be a walking disaster why so green & lonely? 
heaven sent you to me.
we are accidents waiting,
waiting to happen
we are accidents waiting,
waiting to happen.

It was while i was recuperating that a dr friend told me the story of the five balls. u should never forget this 1, Nicky. This is terribly important. It goes like this. Imagine life is a game in which u r juggling five balls. the balls are called work, family, health, friends, & integrity. & ur keepin all of them in the air. but 1 day u finally come 2 understand that work is a rubber ball. if u drop it, it will bounce back. the other four balls- family, health, friends, integrity- r made of glass. if u drop 1 of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. & once u truly understand the lesson of the five balls, u will have the beginnings of balance in ur life.
Nicky, I finally understood...
Suzanne's Diary for Nicholar by James Patterson

I've learned that I should keep my words both soft and tender because tomorrow I may have to eat them.

I've learned that it is possible to laugh when you are much closer to crying, that tears can be hidden if you try, and that the roles we play for each other without a crowd could win more Academy Awards than the screens will ever know.

People say you're going the wrong way, when its simply a way of your own.

Take me as I am, or watch me as I go.

There are so many questions we ask ourselves.. would people miss us if were gone? Have we made a difference in their lives? Do we mean the world to anyone? Would someone cry at the thought of losing us? Would someone catch us if we fall? All these questions haunt my mind.. but then your presence answers them all. For when i feel like people dont even notice me and im being pushed around or shoved, all i have to do is think of you and suddenly i know i'll always be loved. And when i think lifes just deserted me, and not a single person seems to care, and i think to myself that im all alone, that all changed when i remember you're there. Life sure isn't easy for anyone, so it helps to have someone to help me make it through. When things get hard, i push myself on, and its all because of you.

you can tell yourself as much as you want that you feel nothing. you're lying. theres no way you can tell me you felt nothing when you saw me with him. i saw it. i know something hit you. you felt pain. i watched you hurt. and for the first time ever, i'm glad

"People change for two reasons, one... you learn enough that you want to, or two... that you get hurt enough that you have to..."

I guess I'm lucky
It's in my blood I've got you and us two
That's what I'm thinking of
so you're moving into my place
That's a 24 hour taste
That's no can that's a case
This feeling I sure can't sense
I know it sounds old
But I love you I love you
I love you
So we seem a little young we have fun
We're friends we've lovers
Who cares about those others
Already got fathers and mothers
Two can be a crew got plenty to do something to see
Look in my eyes baby
Believe me
I know it sounds old
But I love you I love you
I love you

I never meant to fade away

you've got to get better. said it's all in your head. we could live through these letters or forget it all together. see the months they don't matter. it's the days I can't take. when the hours move to minutes .. and i'm seconds away

you would kill for this just a little bit
so, sing me something soft, sad and delicate
or loud and out of key sing me anything
we're glad for what we've got,done with what we've lost
our whole lives laid out right in front of us
- Straylight Run 

you were my innocence, and in your eyes..i can see all the beauty of what can be.

you never truly love someone until it kills you to see them hurting.

You never really grow up... you just learn how to act in public.

You know that place between sleep and awake.. where you're still dreaming? That's where I'll think of you

You don't wanna be dead in the streets
mouth full of blood and soaked from the heat
why you tryna act hard as hell
and you know damn well you don't wanna feel the shell

you can love anyone in the world...thats the problem...so can he...

you can call me a bitch but i'll jus laugh and walk away cause i knew that long before you did

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
would you see what's inside
Would you even care?----

Why is it the stars can look so happy, even when the world below them is so troubled

why did i ever let you inside my heart? i'm such a fool.

whether or not you like me, this is how i'm going to live my life. i do things my way...people say i've changed, but the truth is, i just grew up

When I was little
I wanted to be a princess,
But now that I am older
All I want to be is
yours. . . .

When I see young children playing without a care in the world, I don't know whether to be jealous or sad. Jealous that they have that innocence or sad to think one day they might feel the pain I do..

when i refuse to take shit and speak up against it, i'm defined as a bitch...but if being a bitch means I won't allow anyone to step all over me, then all i got to say is...so be it

When I look into your eyes, I can see
Life has buried you alive.

what did it feel like, to love someone that much? so much that you couldnt even control yourself when they came close, as if you might just break free of whatever was holding you and throw yourself at them with enough force to easily overwhelm you both.  -this lullaby

We both took some wrong turns, hurt each other a little too much; our stubbornness was what kept us apart.  Neither one of us wanted to give in, to talk to the other first.  In the end, we both lost.

Those who say it can't be done need to get out of the way of the people who are doing it.

this is the part where white lies cause broken hearts and you're just something i never really needed to begin with...

They say love is pain and pain is love
I know ya Momma mad cause you talk to a thug
You think you know my type but you ain't got no clue
About - what a nigga like me do
I like to stack my bread and flip my chips
And I can change ya life if ya get wit Flip
I take private jets to Vagas, man
It's twenty bread each pick cause I'm major man
We can cruise the world in a Bently Azure
But don't worry, the chauffer open the door
You couldn't ask for more cause we got it all (we got it all)
Cause you my baby girl right?, right?-----

there's a brilliant sky above and a jealous moon in love and they are starved for our attention

There’s always that one person that will always have your
heart
You never see it coming cause you’re blinded from the start
Know that you’re that one for me it’s clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby (you will always be my boo)---

There was never any place for someone
like me to be totally happy..
I'm running out of clock and that ain't no shock
Somethings never do change.
-Something Corporate

There are a lot of things you have done to hurt me but I think the one that has hurt me the most is the time I stood and watched you ask her to dance...to our song.

Then I'll say
"Is everything alright?
there's been a few things I've been meaning
to let go of tonight"
And she will say
"Everything's just fine
so you can put an end to your worrying mind"
And then our lips will collide

the spaces between your fingers...were meant to fit into mine...

the simple truth is that i'm falling down and i don't want to drag you through the bottom

the shit you hear about me might be true...but then again it could be as fake as the bitch who told you

The hours pass by like minutes when I'm with you. The hours pass by like minutes in the rain. So let's stand here in the rain forever

The day I met you my life changed, the way you make me feel is too hard to explain, you make me smile in a special way, you make me fall deeper in love everyday, you look in my eyes and make it true: how there's no one in the world for me but you. * *You look at me, my knees go weak, I can barely even speak. What can I do? What can I say? No one's ever made me feel this way.

Sunshine
I can call you my baby boy
You can call me your baby girl
Maybe we can spend sometime
I can be your sunshine

such ROMANTIC EYES,
got me HYPNOTIZED,and if i had my CHANCE,
id NEVER let you GO

'Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide, but I love you, until the end of time.'
-- Moulin Rouge

sometimes you can forgive someone just because you want them in your life

Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by another human being.  Each of us owes deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this light. - Albert Schweitzer

sometimes anger can help you survive

something just isn't right. i can feel it inside. the truth isn't far behind me...

Someday, you'll remember that I used to call you my friend.

'Some people do spend their whole lives together.'
- Notting Hill

Some of us sail through our troubles, and some of us have to live with our scars." --- The Lion King

silence is the most powerful cry

Silence is a secret, a weapon in disguise. Listen to
the silence. Open up your eyes

shut the window love. keep the world outside. I don't wanna think about anyone.

she's just a typical teenager...angry, insecure, confused

she'd moved through her weepy stage to just kind of sad all the time, with occasional moments when i actually heard her laugh out loud, then stop, as if she'd forgotten she wasnt supposed to be happy.  -this lullaby

She said I was the brightest little firefly in her jar

She laid on my chest and her breathing filled me almost to beyond what I could hold.

Seven hours until sunrise, I would rather drive than sleep. These lights, these memories...I paint your body next to me in this car.

see,
my body is borrowed
yeah, I got it on loan
for the time in between my mom and some maggots
I don't need anyone to hold me
I can hold my own
I got highways for stretchmarks
see where I've grown

See now when you do what you do, how you do what you do
When you do what you do, nobody can tell on you
If you all by yourself, ah ah ah, say it
I don't need no friends, I don't need no foes

say it aint so--your drug is a heartbreaker.
say it aint so--my love is a life taker.

remember the boys, remember their junk, and remember the nights we all got drunk. those parties were great. we've had some fun over the years. there are so many stories i hope no one hears. after everything we've been thru, jus remember i love you

Red Forman: Dear Lord, would it kill you to give the Packers a winning season? Oh, and uh, watch over my loving family, blah blah blah...
-That 70s Show-

Pouring over photographs.I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope it smells like you and i can't be without that scent. It's filling me with all you mean to me.

Passion makes the world go round.  Love just makes it a safer place.

once you find that perfect guy, you higher your
standards so when no one else meets them,
that's why you're still single.

-Of all the things that drive me c.r.a.z.y-
-You're the only one that does it in a good way-

Nothing here's the same it's all a dream
Life on a movie screen
And I'm sitting on the edge of my seat.
I can't tell what happens next
Just what I've seen, I don't know what it means.
But I'm holding on the edge of my seat.

nobody ever said it would be easy..they just said it would be worth it

no doubt straight out i love my guys. they got my back through it all. they're there for me thru all the smiles. when i'm in trouble they're the first ones i call

my soul is empty now; its a dark abyss. no heart, no feeling, no light. you ask me ''how did you become so cold?'' i answered, ''i loved you''

my first time, hard to explain...rush of blood, oh and a little bit of pain. on a cloudy day, it's more common than you think...he's my first mistake

more people would learn from their mistakes if they weren't so busy denying they made them.

Maybe I can't stop the downpour, but I will always join you for a walk in the rain..

lying in my bed, wishing you were here, breathing in your smell which is stained into my skin, leaves me no choice but to recall our times with each other in my dreams.

loved or hated, i'll still stand by every statement that i've stated

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want
is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
~Oprah Winfrey

lonliness is seeing two people kiss on the street and not being able to remember what it would feel like..

listen bitch, stop being fake. quit acting like you're so damn great. you cheat. you lie. it's always the same. so hear me out, you're FUCKING lame

Laying there with your arms around me I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go. To just stay wrapped in your arms forever. Where nothing else matters but me and you...

Keep your friends close and your enemies closer. --- Cruel Intentions

i've loved you since day one, and i'm not going to stop now.

i've been dating since i was 15! I"M EXHAUSTED! WHERE IS HE!?

it's tough waking up everyday, living a nightmare, wondering what is today going to be like, having people constantly up your back for every little thing, watching you every second of the day. I just want everyone to leave me alone, let me figure it out on my own because there's no use in trying anymore..

It's not that I want to be the one holding your hand, it's just that I don't want her to be the one holding it

It's love. Make it hurt. I deserve it.

It's funny how most people become
Who they promised they would never be

it's been raining since you left me, now i'm drowning in the flood...you see i've always been a fighter, but without you, i give up

i'm tired of trying to please everyone. it's like the nicer i am, the more shit i get

I'm so sick of being single. I need a
guy to hold me tight when I start to
cry. I need a guy who's nice and so
damn fine so I can say to my girls
yup, he's all mine

i'm scared that i'm going to end up alone...i'm scared that i'm always going to be someone's friend or confidant...never quite somebody's everything

i'm not anybody's girl and i will not conform and i won't play that good girlfriend you pushed around before

I'm always the shot... never the goal
I'm always the friend... never the girl
always the bridesmaid... never the bride

i'm a rude ass bitch when i need to me. but i'm cool as shit when you're real wit me

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away----

If you find the perfect guy and he's single, stop and think for a second why he's not taken.

if i don't have anything nice to say...trust me, i'll say it anyways

id stop the world and melt with you.

I'd like to say hello
I'd like to say I care
I'd like to let you know
That nothing here's the same with me
Nothing here's the same

i wish that i was as invisible as you make me feel.

i wish life was a black and white movie
so that i wouldnt have to fall for your lying eyes

I want to write the perfect song and play it just for you, while you are tangled up in sleep. I need you more than I'll ever know. Until I stop breathing, my lungs will take you for granted.
- Thrice

I want to say I'm sorry, I want you to know I care. I want to say I'm blind for seeing something that wasn't there. I should have been more trusting and listened to my heart, because you're the only thing I need and it's tearing me apart.

i want to save you. i need you to save me too.

i want to hate you half as much as i hate myself

I want to hang onto something
That wont break away or fall apart
Like the pieces of my heart
-Something Corporate

i think i'm just gonna quit...i'm sick of all this love bullshit

I think I love him, cause when I think about him I can't stop smiling.

I think a good philosophy is, instead of "just say no".... say yes one time and then make your own decisions. - Dave Matthews Band

i start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live.  I wonder if it's worth it.

i owe my life to them because they helped me live it

I might as well forget the way you walked, cause you walked away from me.

I may not be the prettiest girl in the world, but I'm definitely not the ugliest. I may not be the tallest girl in the world, but I'm definitely not the shortest. I may not be the thinnest girl in the world, but I'm definitely not the fattest. I may not be the best person in the world,... but at least I'm not you.

i love you more than i ever loved anyone before
- the ataris

I love him and he loves me. I NEVER heard a story where two people loving eachother was wrong

i like the whole single, party, fun thing...but sometimes i wouldn't mind the kissing, holding hands, his girl thing...

i have my girls shining with me and crying with me and after all the shit i put them thru, i love the fact that they're still true

I hated him with a passion so deep, sometimes it felt like love. 

i hate that feeling when you look around and you're the only one without someone to love

i had nothing else to do this weekend so i fell in love..

I guess to some extent, you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell.

i fell for you & now i’m falling apart.

i feel like i've lost everything when you're gone.

i don't need a guy to make all my dreams come true

'I am someone else when I'm with you, someone more like myself.'
-- Original Sin

Hooking up with whomever I want. Plenty of boys to
tease and taunt. Got them asking me out on their
hands and knees. I'm like "Sorry fellas, I would
rather be single, please."

he's never enough and still he's more than i can take...i don't know what he's after, but he's so beautiful...and if i could hold on through the tears and the laughter, would it be beautiful? or just a beautiful disaster...

here's to you my best friend, just wanted to say i miss having you around.
- the ataris

Her name, a single word, melts me, takes me to the ground.

he makes me want what i don't want to want, feel what i don't want to feel

Give me a reason
For life and for death
And a reason for drowning
While I hold my breath
With something to laugh at
A reason to cry
Everyone hopeless
And hoping for something
To hope for
Yeah, with something to hope for

get on board a fast train, travel on a jet plane, far away..and break away

For the first time heaven seemed insane, because heaven was to blame for taking you away.

even in my arms you were always out of reach

dressed to kill
you look so right
I am drunk with lust tonight

don't think i'm a bitch because i speak my mind and you can't handle it

Deep in my haert, I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say.  Scared to confess how I'm feeling.  Frightened you'll slip away.

could you see i want you by the way i push you away

But everything happens for reasons that she will never understand

bitchin and cheatin- nah that ain't my style...talkin shit and stayin low- nah, that shit's off the dial...revenge is the only one worth the while...so when all you can do is talk and diss, remember this: revenge is a bitch

being without you is the worst, most intense pain i have ever felt

and while the world laughed outside, cloony the clown sat down and cried

and we help each other to realize that everything we want to be; we already are

and it hurts me so much and im not sure if i care anymore..

And if I die today I'll be the happy phantom
And I'll go chassin' the nuns out in the yard
And I'll run naked through the streets without my mask on
And I will never need umbrellas in the rain
I'll wake up in strawberry fields every day
And the atrocities of school I can forgive
The happy phantom has no right to bitch

And I, in time, will come around. I always do for you
     - John Mayer

And I think there're pieces of me you've never seen

and i know that im better off alone

All we listen to is all the different yous
Four page letters in addition to
Have you ever loved somebody used to get the party poppin
We used to party a lot, we used to be in the Hampton's partied a lot
We was The Breakfast Club you was a part of the ROC
We used to make up special names for the food we ate
Remember serial pie one of your favourite plates (I miss you)
Well Dame told me tell you he's doin well
Due to the circumstances, it could've been Bellevue
But I ain't got to tell you, you lookin over us
Our little angel, but you know what

a story of a few girls who share a heart...no guys or fights could ever tear them apart...

A promise made to a girl by a guy is just a lie...waiting to happen

a n y o n e will  do tonight.
close your eyes and just settle...

A Friend's love says: "If you ever need anything, I'll be there."
True Love says: "You'll never need anything; I'll be there."

*Shes not just a pretty face
Shes got everything it takes

*Dont tell me you love me when you have someone else on your mind

* sometimes you get so alone, it just makes sense. *

"Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)"

"Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight"

"well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder how your making out…"

"Though we drifted apart in distance I still think of you as being right here. And although we have many new friends, it is our friendship that means the most to me."

"This is destiny so why pretend
Close your eye's and kiss me once again.
I'll always be the only one you'll need.
So go where your deepest longing leads."
- Pioneer

"These things just don't happen you know?" - Sweet Home Alabama

"The nights we cried ourselves to sleep. Most Septembers now, I break down somehow. Remembering all we said and all those dreams we never got to see. And I love you now. And I hate you now. And I miss you most of all. All those times we laughed, the scars that you left, still I miss you most of all." -Fuel

"The first time we kissed, you captured me."

"The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)"

-"Spending time with you is like a really great dream. The hours fly by and stand still, all at the same time."

"Sometimes when we touch..
The honesty's too much,
and I have to close my eyes and hide.
I want to hold you till I die,
'til we both break down and cry,
I want to hold you till this fear in me subsides."

"Should we try this before we give up and move on
And pretend to restore what we have and hold on"

"Passion is not having sex; it's making love forever."

"Love is the passion that we feel inside of our hearts that we can't hide. We pretend to hide it, but it burns us more and more until the pain grows and grows and it never ends."

"Looking at him, you might see the wall of ice he's built around his heart. And looking at her you might see the sticks she's gonna use to build the fire to melt his wall"

"Life if full of romance, passion and surprises, but would mean nothing without the tears."

-"It's not desperation that makes me hang on, it's faith. And hope. And love. "

"It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one"

"It's amazing what 3 simple words can do to a girl,
especially when you take them back."

"I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you"

"If it is meant to be, our hearts will find each other when we meet. And if our hearts melt together so will our bodies and souls. Then every word and every touch will fuel our passion flame. I will be yours, you will be mine, and we will be one."

"If any man says he hates war more than I do, he better have a knife, that's all I have to say"
Author: Jack Handy   

-"I wish I could make him realize that he's worthy of being loved. That he could be someone's world. That somebody thinks of him every single night before she goes to bed and every single morning when she wakes up. That someone nearly dies with yearning when thinking of his arms around her. That there's someone out there that dreams of someday living with him, marrying him, seeing him every day for the rest of her life, having children with him... That somebody loves him more than anything because HE is fantastic. He is THAT special."

"I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you"

-"I love you because, while you are far from perfect, I have never met anyone who is so perfect for me."

"i lose my thought lookin in your eyes"

-"I know that you're truly amazing because every single time you walk into a room, I instantly feel better. You make me feel that it's okay to be myself. You encourage me with my dreams, no matter how silly they may be. And the thought of you makes me smile, even when it makes me cry, because I would rather cry a million tears then to have never met you."

"I got a twenty-dollar bill that says no one's ever seen you without makeup.
You're always made up.
And I'm sick of your tattoos, and the way you don't appreciate Brand New or me"

"I feel sorry for people who don't drink. They wake up in the morning and that's the best they're going to feel all day."

"I can't stand watching the best of me go down with the worst of you." -Lit    

"I bet it was pretty hard to pick up girls if you had the Black Death."
 Author: Jack Handy   

"Girls are the seven wonders of the world all rolled into one"

"Can you comfort yourself with a sense of revenge
Are you leaving me here with the taste of the end"

-"Because no matter what anyone else thinks... I really do love him. All these things I say I feel, I really do. Looking at him takes my breath away and makes me heart skip a beat, smelling his smell does things to my insides... His smile... there aren't words. His touch sends electrical currents throughout me. I never knew that that stuff was real."

"And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me" -Norah Jones

"A woman would run through fire and water for such a kind heart." 
 Shakespeare   

"a good woman will pick you apart, a box full of suggestions for a possible heart.  and you may be offended, and you may be afraid, but don't walk away." - bright eyes

"...And for one desperate moment there. He crept back in her memory. God, it's so painful when something that's so close is still so far out of reach." -Tom Petty   

" You were made for a purpose ... if you aren't yourself, then that purpose is lost." ~Christine Miller

" Yes I have doubted. I have wandered off the path. I have been lost. But I have always returned. It is beyond the logic I seek.   It is intuitive ---an intrinsic, built-in sense of direction. I seem to find my way home. My faith has wavered but has saved me." ~Helen Hayes

You take your number and you stand in line
And they watch to see how high youre gonna climb
Pat on the back and better luck next time
This aint nothin but a heartbreak town

Who's to say who's crazy, anyway? With all the drugs and the violence out here and so many kids growing up lonely and scared, it just might be that going crazy is a sane thing to do.

Stardust well its a funny thing
It can make you cuss
It can make you sing
And the need to touch it gets hard to explain some days

Purple haze all in my brain
Lately things just don't seem the same
Actin' funny, but I don't know why
'Scuse me while I kiss the sky

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
- No Doubt

for the men who believe that there's no reason to buy the cow when you can get the milk free, nowadays 80% of women are against marriage. they have wised up to the fact that for 7oz. of sausage, it's not worth buying the entire pig!

Age ain’t nothing but a number
Throwing down ain’t nothing but a thang
This lovin’ I have for you
It’ll never change----

**no matter wut happens
im gonna make it
if im not happy
ill jus fake it

"You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true"

"You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream"

"You had me crawlin so bad
Had me heels over head
You got me easy, you got me easy
Tangled up in my head
Quit trying to hold and to help me
Cuz we're already beautiful"

"Sooner or later its over
I just dont want to miss you tonite
And i dont want the world to see me
Cos i dont think that theyd understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to konw who i am

And you cant fight the tears that aint coming
All the moment of truth in your lives
When everything feels like the movies
Yea you plead just to know your alive"

"So dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel so right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
but you can make me unreachable"

"Sleeping to dream about you
and i'm so tired
of having to live without you
but i don't mind
sleeping to dream about you
and i'm so tired."

**I've held it all together as long as I can.
There's pieces of me falling right into your hands.
And dont the lies come easy baby, when the truth just aint worth the fight?
No I, I dont wanna go home tonite ..

"just bend the pieces till fit they like they were made for it but they werent meant for this no they werent meant for this"

holding on its tragic
stumbling through all this static
i guess thats the kinda love u give me
id rather be alone anyway
is that the way ur suposed to treat me
id rather walk away

i think it's about forgiveness,
f o r g i v e n e s s
even if you don't love me.

when the sun comes up
i miss the moon
cause i know tomorrow
is gonna come too soon
     ben harper

"And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only"

"And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it"

"Any moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday..."

"But when I say let's keep in touch,
I really mean I wish that you'd grow up.
This is the first song for your mixtape.
It's short just like your temper,
but somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool..."

"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to"

"I guess it doesn't take much to forget a lot of things does it?" - Sweet Home Alabama

"I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use"

"I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right"

"One kiss breaches the distance between friendship and love" 

"Love doesn't hide. It stays and fights. It goes the distance, that's why love is so strong. So it can carry you all the way home." 

 "If you lose your job, your marriage and your mind all in one week, try to lose your mind first, because then the other stuff won't matter that much" 
  Author: Jack Handy   

"and with a tear in my eye, you gave me the sweetest goodbye, that i ever did recieve" -maroon 5

-*- looking back on the first day i met you
aLL i kan remember is being. . .
- b r e a t h l e s s -

-*- Never gave you my heart
Cause I never thought
You deserved any of me
I never told you how I felt
When deep inside I knew that
You're really what I need
And I always gave you up
Whenever I thought something better comes along
And right when I come back
You waited for me
And you welcomed me home.

*But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you* -maroon 5

And it hurts my soul
Cause i can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show I've lost control
Cause I, I keep going right back
To the one that that i need to walk away from.

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go & they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep.
this air is blessed
you share with me.
this night is wild,
so calm and dull.
these hearts they race
from self control.
your legs are smooth
as they graze mine.
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakesToday I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
(Right beside me)

I know you wanted me to give up my life to be
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
Everything I am when you're the only thing that I can see
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
I'm sorry but you're not the, not the only one for me
(So this brain in my head can forget your face)....You left me here beside myself
Left me with all the reasons why I was wrong for you

hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair
that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked
so I jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at your door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it
and I knew,
that you meant it

here in this diary
I write you visions of my summer
      it was the best I ever had.

I don't use excuses
I don't ask why...It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
If you wanna help me, just let me cry....

I know that its late and maybe I shouldnt be so into you
Its just that tonight, I am so taken, I've fallen for you.
when I look into ur eyes I can see a million possibilities and I know you'll be leaving me soon, but tonight come a lil closer, hold me baby.
I will be good for you, and we can try to forget tomorrow, and make it last forever tonight.

I wanna do exactly what you did to me
-----> lead you on
----------> make you fall for me
---------------> and then just let you go.

I woke up it was 7
I waited til 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me
you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

it was just the tequila talking when i told you i'm still not over you. i get a little sentimental when i've had one or two. if i said 'i'm still in love with you'... it was just the tequila talking.

Let's just keep touching
Let's just keep keep singing
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you
You write such pretty words
But life's no story book
Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do! I do!"
"Then hurt me."

Maybe when the room is empty,
maybe when the bottles full,
maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in. Maybe when I'm done with thinking,
maybe you can think me whole,
maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin.

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
so won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
my heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery.
which ever you prefer.

the words are hushed lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here,
undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
man, that is so dumb.
stay quiet,
stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.

What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

When i kiss your lips, i taste heaven
When i hold your hand, i feel heaven
When i'm in your arms, i'm in heaven
                   you are heaven

When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
It's so much harder now, I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see...And I was never good at goodbye...

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you met me

You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into...I'm gonna overcome this, paper hearts can't win this time
And all along I should have known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in...I was never good at goodbye...

"It's not always rainbows and butterflies,
It's compromises that moves us along"

"the only bush i trust is my own"

-*- if you must know the truth, i am nothin without you. now i know what people mean when they say, "itz too good to be true."

-*- Some people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there. They serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are.

*Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

*I could hurt you like you hurt me. I could say I never loved you...but I'm not supposed to lie*

*I did NOT lose my virginity! -> I know exactly who has it!*

*Never throw away your pictures. The people in them change, the memories don't

*Some girls are good. Some girls are bad. But I come in both flavors. Im the best youve ever had.*

*when life kicks you in the butt, roll up your sleeves and kick it back, never let someone bring you down when your up and never sink to a lower level to be something or someone your not, and you never have to impress someone that you don't like...

*When you want it the most*theres no easy way out* when youre ready to go*and your hearts left in doubt* dont give up on your faith*love comes to those who believe it*and thats the way it is*

.*Wait for the One that Gives you Butterflies*.

~When your down and troubled and you need a helping hand...You just call out my name and you know wherever I am.. I'll come running....Winter,spring,summer or fall, all you have to do is call,You've got a friend~(James Taylor)

+ After all the laughing, making jokes, flirting, teasing, staring at eachother in the eyes as a game, talking, serious talks, and secrets..of course i still love you.. but then.. after all the flirting with other girls, ignoring me at some points, not talking to me around other girls, making fun of my quiet voice, and not saying bye.. i don't know why, but i still love you..

+ I'm never one to hang up on people, cause the next thing they say could make everything OK again

+ More often than not, something happens and my feelings get hurt or I'm bothered by it and it becomes a big deal...to me...those are the key words...TO ME...and then I voice my concerns and it doesnt get me anywhere because to everyone else its insignificant...my feelings become insignificant to them so...why do I continue to care

+ Only love let's us see normal things In an extraordinary way

+ sometimes there really is nothing you can do but wait. and the worst part about starting to care- is that you're at risk of getting hurt. and getting hurt sucks

+ well i guess im trying not to be out spoken about it im goin to extremes to prove im fine without you but in reality im slowly losing my mind .. underneath the gauze of a smile im gradually dyin` inside . . friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly cause i dont want to reveal the fact that im suffering so i wear my disguise til i go home at night turn down all the lights . . and break down and cry

+ what dO yOu dO when you k.n.O.w sOmething's bad for yOu ... and yOu still can't let gO ?

+ You know your in love when the hardest thing to do is say goodbye

-And if you knew how much you meant to me, you'd know everything...*

-And just for a moment I forgot you don't love me anymore.*

-And the stars just sit there and glimmer, like they don't notice how we're dying inside. And the rain still pours and mocks us in our deaths. And the world goes on, when all hearts are broken.*

-Be mindful what you toss away, be careful what you push away, and think hard before walking away.*

-Beauty is not in the face, beauty is a light in the heart.*

-Being with you is the most amazing feeling in the world. Everytime I see you, I start to get the most incredible feeling in my stomach. I feel like the luckiest person in the world to have you beside me.*

But when you love someone you gotta let them go. So i'm gonna smile cause i wanna make you happy. Laugh so you can't see my cry. I'm gonna let you go in style, and even if it kills me, I'm gonna smile

Deep in my heart, i'm suffering, knowing that i've lost you. On the outside, i'm living, pretending that i've forgotten you

-Don't say you love me unless you mean it. Cause I might do something stupid, like believe it.*

-Don't you understand that we are only holding on to eachother because we're too scared to let go?*

Dr. Phil defines a healthly relationship as:  "A relationship in which two healthy people come together because they complement each other.  They're on equal footing, respecting themselves and each other.  What most people don't get is that you can't give away what you don't have.  If you don't regard yourself with respect and love, you can't give those things to someone else.  When I see people who can't love and care and feel and share in a relationship, I can guarantee you that they are disconnected from themselves."

-Everyday I'm going to get up and live. I am going to breathe, even smile. And maybe one day I'll have a reason to.*

fuck what i did was ur fault somehow fuck the presents i threw all that shit out fuck all the cryin it didnt mean jack well guess what yo fuck u right back

-He holds me when I start to cry, makes me smile with just his eyes, shares my hopes, my dreams, my fears, wipes away all my tears. I love him without regret, i just haven't found him yet.*

-He was my once in a lifetime dream come true...oh, I guess I should have told him but I thought he knew.*

-He was the world to me, and I was nothing to him.*

he's going the distance, he's going for speed, she's all alone, all alone in a time of need

-How can you say you're not wonderful? You must not see what I see.*

i am someone who is looking for love...."can't live without each other" love---sex and the city

-I can't stop these feelings I have fo you. I don't wanna end up hurting, but I know that no matter what anyone says, I'm going to go my own way. I'm going to keep loving you with all my heart.*

-I can't understand how you can throw what we had away. You said it meant something to you, but I guess I always was a little naive.*

-I can't wait to be with you, see your smile, look in your eyes, feel your sweet touch, hear your perfect words and kiss your perfect lips.*

i could cuddle up next to your voice at night...i could sleep right next to your skin. my heart is overwhelmed with this bizarre feeling i never thought i'd feel again. i could marry that precious smile of yours. i could wrap my arms around your soul. i feel like i've known you all my life. your half makes me whole. your kiss echoes on my lips...your touch lingers in my mind...the way you stare into my heart helps me leave all my past behind. the way your breath feels on my face keeps me on a faithful high. i could lay forever right next to you, i could fall right into your eyes. i dont think i could last without you...you give me strength to stand. i just want you to know i love you and my heart is in your hand....

-I don't know where I stand with you, I never make any plans with you, I don't know what I mean to you, I only know I dream of you.*

-I guess it's okay to think everything's gonna be okay someday, as long as you know it's not really going to be.* -amber

i hate the way i could just never hate you. i want to hurt you so bad, i want to do to you what you did to me just so you could know what it feels like. but if i did, i couldn't live with myself because i wouldn't wish that kind of pain on anyone and, to me, you aren't just anyone...you're the world

i hurt much more than any time before; i have no options left again...

-I love you. Flat out I love you, and there is nothing imaginable that you could do to change it. So there, you're gonna have to live with it.*

-I loved you more than I ever thought I could love anybody. Maybe that was the problem.*

-I never had no one I could count on. I've been let down so many times. I was tired of hurting and so tired of searching. Till you walked into my life, it was a feeling I'd never known and for the first time, I didn't feel alone.*

-I think about it alot and I have come to the conclusion that you can never understand the beautiful way in which I see you. You will never understand that I love you more than I love myself.*

I wanted a perfect ending, now I've learned the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about now knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing whats goin to happen next.

-I'd be happy to come back to you, but it was you who went away.*

-If I could give you one thing in life, it would be the ability to see yourself as others see you, then you would realize what a truly special person you are.*

-If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life, I would never be scared again. I want to hold you tight and tell you every second how much you mean to me, because no one has ever meant more.*

I'm always too late, I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing, when it's not cool to smile
I'm always aiming, but somehow keep missing
So how did u get here, something is wrong...Where did I go right, How did I get you

-I'm so afraid to care for someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl who can get through everything, but inside I'm very fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. But I'm afraid that next time I just might shatter.

-I'm so paranoid of getting hurt. I am always getting my heart broken over and over. My heart has so many scars and bruises all over it. I don't know how much just one heart can take really, and I don't really want to find out either.*

In my head, theres more words than these left unsaid. I close my eyes, I see your face, I can't wake up from this dreamful daze. Everytime I see you, I wanna make you laugh cause somehow I can't put my heart in the past. I wish you were gone, so I can think straight, but now i'll always love you, its far too late.

-Ironically, I have been hurt the most by those people who have said "I love you."*

-It's hard to trust anyone when everyone you ever have has let you down.*

-It's like you think you're safe or something, cause you can just walk away, anytime, because you don't like, need him. You don't need anyone. But the thing you don't realize is, you're wrong.*

-It's this weird thing...the harder I try to forget about him, to move on...I just fall deeper into loving him. He is my drug and I just can't give him up, not just yet.*

-I've been broken before. I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh.*

I've come to the point where it doesn't even matter anymore, shit i used to care for ain't worth fighting for.

-I've gotten to the point where just hearing you yawn can make me happy. How much better can things get?*

-Let's say what sounds good, but mean so much more.* -amber

-Let's start our lives right now, today. I have no idea what this life is gonna look like, but I know it has the both of us in it, and I choose us.*

-Like a fall from a burning tower, what would you do with just one more hour? Live that hour out everyday, like it was your last, you'll live much better that way.*

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance....and find that you still care for that person.

-May god send down a dove with wings as sharp as razors, to spear the heart of any man who loves a girl, then betrays her.*

maybe i do..maybe i dont...but i know i haven't yet...

-My life is done. I'm giving up. The pain has won.*

N.e.v.e.r.*.e.v.e.r*.R.e.g.r.e.t. *.S.o.m.e.t.h.i.n.g. *.T.h.a.t. *.O.n.c.e.*.M.a.d.e. *.Y.o.u. *.S.m.i.l.e

-Never be scared to tell someone you love them, even though they may break your heart, you may break theirs if you don't.*

-Never lie in bed at night and ask yourself questions you can't answer.*

-No one asks for their life to change, but it does. Can't help that. It's what you do afterward that counts. That's when you find out who you are.*

-One night the moon said to me, "If he makes you cry, why don't you leave him?" I looked at the moon and said, "Moon, would you ever leave your sky?"*

Promise me, thats all i want, just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me i changed you somehow, let me know that i had an impact on your life, promise me that you will always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but i don't want to go on knowing that i mean absolutely nothing to you

remember wen.... ollie-ollie-oxen free meant something?...gettin high meant swinging at the playground? ...the worst thing u could get from boys was cooties? ...dad was ur hero & mom was the girl u were going 2 marry? ...ur worst enemies were ur siblings? race issues were who ran the fastest, and war was a card game? life was simple and care free...but what i remember most was wanting to grow up.

ollie-ollie-oxen free is jus some gibberish...gettin high is a major issue...and pot isn't just a pan in the kitchen...stds and babies are huge compared to cooties...dads an asshole and mom wants to marry you off...your siblings are your best friends...be nice to them...race issues and war are common things these days, and it's not fun anymore...& sometimes i wish i were 2 again cuz skinned knees r easier mended than broken hearts...

-She carries her head high enough, even when they believe she had fallen.*

-She has no one she can turn to when she's feeling really sad.*

-She's been told so many different things she just don't know what she believes. It all makes sense at the time, but don't forget that we are blind. When the obvious is real, she still ignores the way she feels.*

Sometimes no relationship is more desirable than the one you can't have.

-Sometimes, no matter how long or hard you've loved someone, they'll never love you back. And sometimes, you have to be okay with that.*

-Tears fall forever in a broken heart.*

The best feeling in the world is knowing you are the best feeling in the world to someone.

-The pain is just too strong right now and the tears are still lingering on my face. That's why I think it's best that I just let go.*

-The stars shine brightest only in your eyes.*

-The worst thing you can do for love is to deny it. So when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything stand in your way.*

There is no love more special or magical than that which is your first love. The one with whom you shared all those special firsts with, and all those unforgettable moments that will stay engraved in your heart forever. The love you always thought was never going to end because to you it was so strong. That will be the love you will compare all others to for as long as you live

-There were even times I thought I would forget him. But forgetting is not something you do, it happens to you. Only it didn't happen to me.*

try to remind myself that i was happy here...before i knew that i could get on a plane and fly away...

-We all fall down, so pick yourself up from the dirt...cause after all, you'd think it'd be the fall...but it's the getting up that hurts.*

-We smile even though we want to cry. It's just the way we are. We hide ourselves away, hide away from the pain so no one can see. We're afraid to admit how we feel inside, we lie about the tears. No one wants other people knowing they're vulnerable, that they hurt. Cause that will give them the power to cause pain. So we'll lie, and hide. And pretend it's all okay, even when it's not.*

WheN I LooK In The MiRRoR, i ImaGiNe A GirL AnD i ThiNk, ThaT CaNt bE Me..TiLL I OpeN my EyEs AnD sEE ThE ReaL Me, The GirL w/ The BroWn EyEs Who HaS MaKeUp SMeaRed oN HeR FaCe FRom WipiN AwAy the TeArs; A gIRl WhoS aFraiD oF ReGReT; a GirL wHoS CoNFuSed, Who CaNT MaKe Up HeR MiNd. WhY MusT i FiGhT my iNseCuRiTes? Why CaN't i JusT be HaPPy?

-When you forget her, remember me.*

--dedicated--

-You will forever be my hearts strongest weakness.*

            -- -- --
when you said time was all you really needed,
i walked away and let you have your space.
leaving didn't hurt me near as badly
as the tears i saw rolling down your face.
            -- -- --
so i told you that i was happy for you,
and given the chance i'd lie again,
just to see you smile.

Why did you go? I need you so much I'm falling apart. You may not realize it, but you've broken my heart.

Where did I go right, How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me and you found me
Where did I go right, how did I get you
I don't know how I did, but somehow now I do

When you're not here something's missing... my smile.

when you're 16, logic & experience don't matter.  all that matters is the way you feel and the way you felt... the first time you knew it was love.      ----  the wonder years

when your heart gets broken, you tend to see cracks in everything...

when you gonna make up your mind?  when you gonna love you as much as i do?  when you gonna make up your mind?  'cause things are gonna change so fast, all the white horses are still in bed..i'll tell you that i'll always want you near..they say that things change....... my dear....

when you are stoned baby and i am drunk, we make love a little dazzler...

when i'm alone, i feel so much better...and when i'm around you, i d.o.n.t feel...

when i wake up, i'm willing to take my chances
on the hope that you hate him
more than you notice that i wrote this for you.
i may be an accident, but i'm still trying.

When I think of passing you in the halls and not even considering to say hello- that is when I will really start to miss you.

when i look into your eyes, i can see the love restrained, but darling when i hold you, dont you know i feel the same. if we could take the time to lay it on the line, i could rest my head just knowing that you were mine...

What can I say, we have so many memories... so many things to look back on. I learned so much from you, gained so much. I loved the way you made me laugh, I hated the way you made me cry, but what I hated most was when we said good-bye

weren't we the same two people who lived through years in the dark?

Well, I'm gonna get out of bed every morning...breathe in and out all day long. Then, after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breath in and out....and, then after a while, I won't have to think about how great and perfect I had it once ~ Sleepless in Seattle

we'll pretend that it meant something so much more...but it was vile and it was cheap...

well maybe im not your perfect kind, and maybe im not what you had in mind

well behaved women rarely make history...

we both took comfort in each others' messy lives...finding warmth on that cold november night. i keep hoping you'll swim back home to me. you'll forever be the one that got away...

we barely have time to react in this world,
l e t   a l o n e   r e h e a r s e .
and i don't think that i'm better than you,
but i don't think that i'm worse.

Valerie: Did you enjoy the fresh air Lisa?
Lisa: Yeah I did Val. Thanks.
Valerie: Good, 'cause that's the last time you're leaving the ward.
Lisa: Is that a dare or a double dare?

how could the end be happy? how could the world go back to the way it was, when so much bad has happened?

things have changed.....
and so have i

these words consume her, but they never set her free

there goes the boy who made me smile...danced with me down a grocery aisle...i taught him how to dress in style...his kisses always drove me wild.

There are so many things I'm not sure of in life, but with all certainty at this very minute, all I know is that I miss him

There are few things sadder in life then watching someone walk away after they left you. Watching the distance between your bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space and silence.

the problem is that you can't forgive me for something i am truely sorry for...

thank you for the rose bush, but i won't be pricked twice...

thank you for making me feel lovely again.

Susanna: I guess I'm puzzled as to why I have to be in a mental institution. Everybody here is fucking crazy!
Dr. Wick: So what you're saying is you want to go home?
Susanna: Same problem.

-she's not like most girls you've seen, she doesnt carve her name on trees. she engraves it into you-

please don't go away.  no one's ever stuck around with me for so long before, and if you leave... i just... i remember things better with you.  it's there, i know it is, because when i look at you i can feel it.  i look at you and i'm home... please, i don't want that to go away.  i don't want to forget.

again...i apologize if i've used these more than once

ok guys...im really sorry...but i dont know what quotes i've used and what ones i havent...so just bare with me here...at least im updating...

you're the beauty that is deeper than the eyes can merely see, the closest thing to perfect, but the farthest thing from me

one day you'll realize you've memorized my phone number
and you'll call it to find it's a disconnected line.
'cuz i got tossed out the window of love's el camino,
and i shattered into a shower of sparks on the curb
you were smoking me, weren't you, between your yellow fingers. 
ani difranco

so we're talking forever, and you almost feel better,
but better's no excuse for tonight. 
you see, it's never bad enough to just leave or give up,
but it's never good enough to feel right.
taking back sunday

"that's the thing about letting old lovers go. you don't stop loving some of them. there are a couple you love no less than you ever did. not to mention names... but i'm still in love with a couple. you're not going to try to make it work again, but if they needed you, you'd drop everything."

... tori amos ...

If I did one thing right in my life
It was when I gave my heart to you

"Love is another Word For Regret." - New Found Glory

** Excuse me please one more drink. Could you make it strong cause I don't need to think. She broke my heart my Grace is gone. One more drink and I'll move on

~*+*~BuTtErFliEs In YoUR stOMAcH, aND YoUR heArT sKipPiNg bEaTS?....tHaT Can't bE sAfE~*+*~

and every time i think hes as good as it gets, he just gets better

don't settle 4 the one you can live with...wait 4 the one you can't live without

Follow your heart, but take your brain with you.

I don't think that there's anything worse than being ordinary.

I found myself trying to change you, if you were meant to be my lover I wouldn't have to

i heard about your regrets. i heard that you were feeling sorry. i heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us. i guess i shoulda heard of that from you...

i need you in my heart cause you are the one that keeps it beating

i temporarily forgot there's better days to come. i thought that i would give it just one more chance...

It has been said something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world. - Chaos Theory

Love? its kinda complicated, but i'll tell you this....the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy--thats love right there.

my love...i long for you...each n every night...to have you hold me in your arms...where everythin feels right...i miss you so much...but soon we will be together. i wish to be with you....today, tomorrow, n forever...

People DON'T die of suicide, they die of sadness

So what if I see the sunshine in the pouring rain. Some people think I'm crazy but you say its ok. You've seen my secret garden where all my flowers grow. In my imaginiation, anything goes

takes two beers to remember...and three to forget....yeah, i loved you...so what...

There's an emptiness inside her and she'd do anything to fill it in. But all the colors mix together-- to grey

u dont need someone to hold ur hand and walk u through life u need someone to hold your hand and walk through life with u

When are you going to understand that normal isn't a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage

--When is it really love?When the other person's needs, hopes and fears are as important as yours.--

You can't have the last laugh
if I stab you in the throat
with the knife you left in my back...

you changed my world with jus one smile....you took my heart with jus one kiss...

Your touch makes me feel perfectly loved in a world that seems to strive for a feeling of hate

you're the closest to heaven that ive ever been, and i dont want to go back right now

You're standing there, looking me in the eye, and breaking my heart. And you don't even care. - Michelle Burns

you're perfect for me...

you'll change your mind and call my name, soon as you find they're all the same..and when you find yourself all alone.. don't come cryin back, you should have known.

You might think of me as just some girl, but I want you to know That I am that one girl who took one look and fell harder for you Then I've ever fallen for anyone in my life...

you keep carrying that anger, it'll eat you up inside...

You hurt me so bad, but maybe it's my fault, because i stuck around too long

you get six months to adapt and you got two more to leave town...

you gave me peace in a lifetime of war

you can't believe that he is really gone when all that's left is a fucking song...

Would it be out of line if I said I miss you

Women are stupider than men, because we date them

WiThOuT yOu..i'M nOT ok

there...now leave me alone